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2005-01-02T11:52:00.000+08:00

I HAVE MOVED!

http://smile-.blogspot.com

pls relink! thanks! happy new year!

2005-01-01T02:30:00.000+08:00

happy new year!

back from town doing that same fun thing.
tot of going to boon lay, clarke quay and even esplanade.
but the rest of the gang dismissed those suggestions, so town. yupp.
mind u, we have 12 ppl together today! sure was fun!
time do flies, its alrd 2005! 2004 has been a year full of unforgettable experiences.
and i thank god for seeing me through this wonderful year.
i believe, god will continue to shower his blessings upon me and his people as we step into this new year. (:

for 2005, i want..
-good academic results
-to become faster and do well in the nationals
-stop towning so often and STUDY
-my character to change for the better
-to put god in the center of my life
and most importantly..
to have a purposeful and fufilling 2005!

alright, i better go to bed soon. still have service tmr, must be able to wake up. so nite!

2004-12-25T18:45:00.000+08:00

im back to blog (:

thursday-23/12/04
went for service before going about town to buy gifts for church friends.
spent quite a lot, but was still smiling at the end of the shopping spree.
for christmas is a season to GIVE, not to receive.
indeed, i have learnt to find joy in giving, its great.
went home to wrap up the presents, did some cards, wrote some stuffs, and ended up slping at 3 plus.

friday- christmas eve!
woke up at 10. prepared and met up with jonas to go for service.
nicole and quanjun came along too. after service, the four of us went to play some pool togther. until like 5 plus, jonas and me left. went for bruce's party over at bishan.
the party was great, because the whole of north was there! it was a fantastic time for brothers and sisters in christ to get to know each other even better.
the food was sumptuous! there was a time when we went ard exchanging gifts and just wishing one another merry christmas in the most joyful and sincere way we could!
just too much fun at the party! shiok!
got into groups after that, my group was like 20 plus ppl, and we started to practice the songs for carolling! when we were ready, we set off to the terrace houses near bruce's hse.
sang for quite some families, and they were very appreciative, showered us with chocs, sweets, and even money!
but of course the money collected at the end of it, will be donated to the church building fund. and there's this bunch of youngsters who danced along with our singing k!
and even took out their cams to snap some shots at us! wahhaa. carolling is just sucha ROCKS.
took a bus back to bishan together with jonas after carolling.
and guess wat, we missed the last train by just like 1 minute because we went to the toilet! ahh! both the buses and train were out, no choice, could only cab there. reached town and met up with sheryl.
she had to go, so jonas and me flag cab for her before meeting up with
-aaron kwek
-kevin teo
-kenneth
-and this guy who i dunno.
we bought the sprays, the one which produced soap that looks like snow.
went ard spraying ppl and wishing them merry christmas.
very fun, cos its like when anyone of us was attacked, we will all attack the person back like mad. there were quite a number of them who was attacked so badly, that they had to flee from us. haha.
of course, we were not much better, soapy all over! we played this for hours man.
u shld look at the state orchard was in, the cans were all over the pathways, and it was really damn lot!
the cleaner must had a terrible time clearing the stuffs. played till too late, missed the last night rider back home.
so me and jonas simply find some spot at taka, took a short nap.
woke up like 1 hour later and catched the first train back to yishun.
washed up and poof! into dreamland at 8 AM. haha.
woke up at 6 plus in the evening and here i am!
this has been the BEST christmas i ever had!

*if ure wondering why zhihao wasnt with us, thats because he was with HER all day. haha.

i wanna wish u a MERRY CHRISTMAS
from the bottom of my heart!

2004-12-19T00:50:00.000+08:00

got my pay cheque. shall not squander my money away.
guess i will just take a part of it to purchase those mambo stuffs. rocks man.
service today, the musical was great, very innovative. whoa, and the whole place was packed today k, loads of ppl ard. spectacular sight.
went ard checking out stuffs before proceeding for a session of pool with
noel
alvin chua
aaron kwek
kenneth
tong
kevin teo
of cos, zhihao, jonas
and a few others.
cant seem to find joy in playing pool now, time to move on to SNOOKER.
MAMBO! wait for me, i will be shopping for u very soon!

CHRISTMAS IS NEARING! yeah! hohoho.
im feeling corny. ahh.

2004-12-16T01:25:00.000+08:00

ive been thinking a lot recently. witnessed many teenagers get together, the relationship they commit so deeply into, snap at the blow of the wind.
i dunno why, but i loathe relationship at this age, i regard it as crap. isnt it better to be single?
no restrictions, no redundant commitments, no unnecessary arguments, just pure fun.
why do teenagers seek love when its right in front of us? our family and friends, they are the people who can truly fill us up with love so sweet, i swear it will give u a toothache.
when things dun work out in the relationship, they end it, go their own ways and will soon be locking lips with a new partner. isnt it sucha waste of time?
i guess maturity is the key to a succesful relationship, but at this age, many do not posses this quality. so why hurry? let nature take its own course.
pursue ur dreams and perfect ur studies now, invest ur time wisely. life is short, dun waste it away. trust me, get out of a relationship now.
ive been in it before, its shit. nth's forever, only god's presence will stay and reign.

2004-12-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

been out for church stuffs for the past few days.
teachings, fellowship and games. had bbq today but didnt eat much, too many ppl ard, haha.
went to east coast yesterday, the games were fun! haha, and i got threw into the sea k!
so did weisong, but jonas survived! he did not get wet lor.
had to cab home with the two of them with wet clothes on. was freezing cold.

my new air con came today! yeah! the room's much colder now!
im hungry now! i want food! ahh!
guess cant really go anywhere tmr, have trng in the afternoon. shit.
i wanna become faster!
oh yeah, and some pics from my japan trip is up! check out the links corner.

2004-11-29T19:00:00.000+08:00

my fitness level need to come up again. havent been trng for ages. way too slow now. im gonna rise up again and beat thoese assholes infront of me. i will..

2004-11-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

back from the chalet. was great fun. no doubt, the friendship btw me, leqiao, jonas and zhi hao has been strengthened through this.

-pool.
-movies.
-wild wild wet.
-escape.
-ktv.
-talking loads of crap.
-swimming.
-eyecandies, haha.
-bbq

rocks. and jonas is damn crap la, he came up with loads of shit. gave me and zhi hao nicknames. u wouldnt wanna know wat it is. long story.
michelle can sing well. haha
and i found out leqiao cant swim! whoops, well, he can always learn from us? ahah.
we watched many movies at super cheap prices u know. cos haha, we simply know cine too well?
shhh, wont be saying how we did that =p
yeah, and a big thank you to those who made an effort to come for the bbq!

alright, shall start studying. promised leqiao that. well, wat he said makes sense too. we also convinced jonas to let his earholes close, haha (:

2004-11-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

back from japan. its fun down there. love the people there, they are like so nice la! not to forget the jap girls, BABES. ahaha. brought a new pair of sneakers.
im lazy to type that much abt the trip, will simply be posting the pics up on the net SOON, just keep a lookout for my 'links' corner.
went to play pool at lucky plaza in the afternoon with jonas. few hours later, met up with leqiao, bought tickets for doll master. pool again over at cine.
went to meet up with michelle for the movie. at some point of that movie, the dumb dolls scared the shit out of me k, haha. leqiao and michelle are both nice ppl, fun.
had an sudden urge to borrow some novels to read! we went over to orchard library but it was closed la! i dun care, i wanna read books! im gg to borrow some books tmr.
pool again at lucky plaza, played a few sets and left. leqiao cue is damn nice, he's pro too la.
working tmr, 3.30 to 9.30. tink i wanna quit soon alrd. i need to have more FUN!

2004-11-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

ive been missing for soo long! haha cant help, have work and stuffs.
yeah, am into double science, its confirmed, gd anyway. haha.
i MUST study harder next yr. i have to.
been spending my time on pool when im not working, cos my skills are like so sucky, needa improve!
im leaving for japan tmr nite! terri's leaving tonight! might be able to bump into her down there? haha, hopefully, that will be too much of a coincidence.
hmm, am still wondering whether i shld get the hunter low, its sucha nice shoe.
but steep price there, need to put in serious consideration. haha, shit la.
im missing twin la! come back twin! and lets play pool together again! haha, madd.
chalet is nearing! yay! rocks.
tata. am off.

2004-11-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

ahh. back from work. yesyes, work is damn fun.
am working at country road! the branch over at raffles city.
never knew the things there are so ex, like 100 plus lor. haha, but i can get it for 50 percent off if i want to! rocks.
the ppl there are so friendly pls, im enjoying work!
hopefully i'll be able to sustain the interest!

went for trng in the morning. went home got ready and off to work. from 1.30 all the way to 9.30. met up with zhi hao to go back home.
oh btw, he's working at the branch over at taka!
there will be sales tmr! big big discounts. gonna be hell lot of customers, i see a busy day ahead.
am working again tmr!
damn tired now, i need some slp, tata.

2004-11-01T12:00:00.000+08:00

i just deleted 21 friends in friendster! im not madd, just that i tink ive forgotten who they are, and since they dun make an effort to sustain our friendship by keeping in contact with me, i guess they cant be considered as my friends!
so OUT of the list! i know i sound damn bastard now, but whats the point on having so many friends on friendster when u dun even know them well enough?
haha, jonas deleted like 60-70 friends! he's doing it so much to the extreme, haha, but i like his style!
rocks la.

pool for the past few days, sheryl is pretty good for a beginner. think she is even better than twin! ahha!
yeah, went for job briefing today, starting work tmr. aiya, me and zhi hao posted to different branch, shit.

2004-10-29T18:50:00.000+08:00

fast isnt it, the final term draws to an close and its time to bid farewell to 2-2 of 2004.
this class has certainly brought much joy into the dull and boring lessons in school.
memories that will be etched in my mind forever. believe teachers will still shiver at the name of 2-2, just too many things we had done, haha.
it has all come to an end, partings are inevitable, with all of us gg into different streams and classes. just wanna wish all my classmates the best in their future endeavours.

got back report book. amazingly, i still remain as top 10 in class.
position in class: 5/40
level position: 108/316

the end of the term marked the arrival of the much anticipated holidays! its time to make full use of this holiday to have fun, train well and simply enjoy!
alright, i have slept the whole afternoon away, time to do some sports! off to play bball, byee!

2004-10-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

trng in the morning. completed the route.
yay! still have trng again tmr, my muscle is gonna snap, really tired.
guess not too used to the trng programmes now, need more time to blend in.
played pool in the afternoon, tink i played like 4 hours of pool!
im improving, hopefully. haha, guess i did, but slightly.
my hands are itchy again! i wanna play pool la!
the chalet has been booked! yay! i smell fun in the air. haha.
twin, dun be sad la! never never do stupid things ya.
alright, off for MASSAGE by my mum!

2004-10-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

pool rocks!

yay! pool today! im improving but still not good enough! i lost to dahleng! twice! am sucha weakass.
so fun la! i wanna play again! alright, have decided not to go sch on monday, shall go play POOL!
alright, i needa go into malaysia soon, to visit my BABY COUSIN! he's super cute! byee!

2004-10-20T19:15:00.000+08:00

ahh. im tired. just back from trng.

have been pretty lucky these few days. got caught by david chen for hair yest, but i ran away. that hag didnt know, haha. jonas wasnt that lucky, his hair was cut. and his current hairstyle, wow man. ask him more to find out. haha.
today, whole class was called up by dm. cos our class was in a really bad shape, black walls and broken window planes, not forgetting completely ruined sockets.
he got a prefect, chun hern, from the class to go ard catching classmates for hair, chun hern let me off, and dm didnt seem to notice me. great, thanks brother, i owe u one.
one more week before sch ends, seriously hope nth bad comes my way.

trng did 600mx6. plus some slopes. pretty alright, survived it.
many p6 boys came to our sch for the trials for track. many talents, hopefully they will join cat high.
principal came up with sports class for sec 1 and sec 2s next year, so they would probably end up there if they get into cat high.
played soccer after trng, i scored a hat trick! shocking right! wahha. damn tired now, muscle will definitely be aching! soon.. haha. massage!

2004-10-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

hello, my blog is so abandoned. shld make a new entry now. tests over, screwed. did many things over the last few days.

things done.

drinkin at nite. boys nite out. totally rocks. i so love the drinks.
sentosa. sunburnt. my skin is starting to peel.
movie. exorcist. it totally rocks.
plenty of towning. met loads of ppl and that particular sm gal.
pool. just played today over at thong' hse. didnt play much though.

next big thing to look forward to is the chalet. need to organise it soon. the hols will be so fun filled. had trng today, my endurance dropped greatly. been a mth plus since i last ran. mr koh talked to me, said i was under performing and its abt time i start to get serious? he's gonna take over eric wong as coach for cross country. sounds gd.

2004-10-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

wat is done is done. what is done cannot be undone. what is not done shld not be left undone. mrs pang said these words of wisdom today, it made me stop and think abt it. life gets too fast, that we fail to take a moment off to appreciate those who never failed to stay beside us, never giving up on us. perhaps its time we grab them by hand and thank them for wat they have done. and for the case of u, do thank him. must admit, he's great.

here without u. -heard it from corn's blog. nice song, yet.. haha nah, dumb.

tests were the only things which flooded my mind for the past few days. hope i wont screw the tests up again, though im not really confident for my geog and lit. left with maths, sci and chinese. god see me thorugh this, i seriously need to do very well for my tests.

jonas and zhi hao, sorry la! dun liddat la!

2004-10-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

one night a man had a dream.
he dreamed he was walking along the beach with the lord.
across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
for each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand.
one belonging to him, the other to the lord.
when the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
he noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.
he also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest time in life.
this really bothered him and he question the lord abt it.

"lord, u said that once i decided to follow u, u will walk with me all the way. but i have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. i dun understand why when i needed u the most u would leave me."

the lord replied," my son, my precious child, i love u and would never leave u. during ur times of trial and suffering, when u see only one set of footprints, it was then i carried u."

sweet story isnt it? this story was brought up by the pastor for today's service. real meaningful.

2004-09-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

its dumb isnt it. many things which i just cant seem to forget, and for whatever reasons, images of the past keep flashing in my mind. memories that hurts and yet, i can still smile at those sweet times which i truly enjoyed. guess those memories will have to stay with me, whether i like it or not. oh well, i'll have to cherish wat i have before me now, and never take it for granted.

hey sis, if ure reading this, just wanna say a big thank you to u! uve always been there for me, checking on me so often and constantly showering me with ur love and concern. though many times i dun tell u wats gg on, but hope u will understand. dun wanna bring up painful memories. if u ever need me, i will do the same to u ya. yang loves u loads. this is also for that person who always gets bullied by me, thanks. haha.

went for service today. me, jonas and zhi hao wore clothes we never wore before. looked weird but guess its nice. after that, ate and bought a espirit pants. loads of fun talking cock today, haha, damn funny. went back to zhi hao's place, ate dinner, talked more cock and simply had fun. we were approached by the police twice tonight k! one cos they were just conducting screening while the other is cos we jaywalked. haha stupid, just gave our particulars, guess its nth much.

2004-09-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

the tough times we been through together, haha, its just pure crap. its over. and im making a promise to myself now, oh yeah, and jonas! you promise to stay single with me till the age of 16! which is like 1 year for u only but 2 years for me? ahha! yeah, enough is enough. no more, and i really mean it.

zhi hao! jonas! i'll be joining u ppl in the expedition now! here i come! whee! im so gonna need to do well for my sports and exams now. screwed up all the recent tests cos of this dumb shit and its time for me to make a comeback on week 4! u ppl wait and see, i will rise up like an eagle and soar on greater heights!

2004-09-22T21:37:00.000+08:00

back from a 56minutes run. ran by timing today, dunno the distance, tried a completely new route. feeling screwed or whatever u call it. 2 weeks and 4 days, thats how long it is. im sucha loser. dammit.

2004-09-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

my net was down for a few days, finally up again. im sick. down with flu and cough. headaches still come too. hols will be ending soon, only managed to spent some time studying, didnt get to see much of u. alright. the whole of my left leg is aching, right up to the ass muscles. massage anyone?
slept till pretty late today, didnt go for the science shit in sch. in the afternoon, went over to bishan to meet up with classmates to discuss abt the lit thingy. came over to cine to meet up with the rest. today's thong birthday! happy birthday boy! we watched the terminal. nice show, its really funny.
headed for thong's hse after that, his hse rocks k! bigg.. ate some pizzas and had steamboat over there. spent some great time chatting away. yeah, and spent the rest of the time watching them play pool. drank super little today, and victoria's face got so red! haha, lousy! yepp, so left his hse at abt 10.
im so bored tmr. dunno wat the hell i shld do. somebody help me. haha.

2004-08-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

im super tired today. actually dozed off at jonas's hse. haha. wat shld i do tmr?? hmm.. am super bored can! dun feel like typing alrd. dun tink anyone bothers to read too.
no one seems to care anyway, just leave me to rot and die la.
screwed up piece of shit.

2004-08-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

im having headaches very often now. wat the hell is wrong. and when it comes, its really terrible. shit la. something is wrong with me.
went to queensway today. bought new running shoes. gel empire. tink i gonna slack till the final term is over before i start trng again.
im bored, nth for me to write. i need to seek more excitment in life! so many things i wanna buy! can someone just issue me a 1000 dollars cheque? haha, shit me la.

-i reached out my hands but there's nth for me to catch.'

2004-08-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

yo! am watching singapore idol now, but since its having comercial now, shall take some time off to share with u ppl these verses which i came across in the bible. find it really true and meaningful.

1 corinthians 13:4-7 (NIV)

love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trust, always hope, always perseveres.

great rite! haha, have many to learn from these verses.

2004-08-25T19:45:00.000+08:00

damn. i didnt get A for chinese. cos i failed the dumb ting xie and i wrote shit for the compos. ended up getting 67. geography, shld get ard 80. yupp. i need to do some cip thingy this friday. have to sell pens for NKF at $2 each. so anyone gg out this friday afternoon, just gimme a call and i shall come look for u to sell those pens to u! pls support!

had trng today. pure bored. the jokers, which are the sec 4s, are all not ard. trng have been really quiet and im so getting sick of long dist. the damn groin is still giving me problem, i tot it had recovered but apparently it looks like its gonna stay for long. oh fcuk it. im gonna fail art, i didnt hand up my work. dead, aiya, heck la. im gg madd.

2004-08-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

cross country trng starts today. saw mr koh, he talked to me. was clever enough to get away with it. did easy run for trng and after that, soccer! scored a few goals, was pretty fun. headed home after that, am super tired now! i wanna do sumtin tmr! damn boring can.

yupp.

" you'll never know wat life has in store for us, things might change or might remain as the same. so as for now, just live life to the fullest! enjoy every moment of it and have faith!"

2004-08-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

went for service today, after service, went to look for the rest of the gang, tot of catching a movie but eventually called off that idea. so hang ard in town before heading back to yishun.

my mood is MUCH better today, thanks to U la! haha. ahha im an idiot, shld scold myself next time round, sorry k! am bad tempered! so ya, went back to yishun, wanted to play bball, but haha. ended up eating at the coffee shop. yupp, they ate durians k! but i just took one bite, didnt have the craving today.

so ya, see them off before coming back home. need to study tmr! chinese test on monday! need to do well! wo ai ni duo duo! wahaha! '323013.!

2004-08-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

after sch went to town. yin wai, ryan toh and gang was funny, yin wai did jackass. haha. went back to yishun play bball after that. played for like 2 hours. after that, went home, put down my bag, changed and got out of the hse. went running, did 7km today. need time to chill, and to tink things over by myself. and to some extend, vent my anger by running. im just madd.

friends, thats wat we appear to be,
i dunno why this is happening,
the gap btw us is getting bigger,
it wasnt liddat in the begining,
i want to go back to the past,
those sweet days when u really cared,
all i want u to know is,
i love you,
and would love to hear the same thing from u,
a really sincere one.

things have been bothering me, and its not me being too sensitive. ppl ard have noticed the change too, so im right. oh whatever la. am eating my dinner only like now, dun even feel like eating. fuck me la, im really madd.

2004-08-12T19:03:00.000+08:00

lonely days.. just reached home! these few days have been really boring, was just pratically mugging everyday. common test week, dun have a choice. im so gonna fail maths this term, test was hard. sigh. had science today, quite ok. geog tmr. gonna bath soon and continue mugging.

cant wait for this week to end, will be so free after this. no more tests till next term. mr khoo talked to me today, shit la, things are getting worst, dunno who the hell start telling him things. have an ominous feeling, sumtin is gonna happen, inevitably.

distant. vanishing from sight, i cant see u.

2004-08-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

its been long since i last blog. haha, lazy and busy. shall not type much here. basically, life has been the same. nth special took place, nth for me to rejoice. damn it, tests next week. ive not prepare for it at all, need to do sumtin abt it real soon.

my mood has been very weird these days, might just blow and get affected by the slightest thing. so ppl who have been affected by my mood swings, sorry yeah. haha, im madd. so better leave me alone if not i might bite u! oh shit, im typing rubbish.

in abt 1 week time, trng for cross country will resume, will be back to doing long dist. hate it, but dun have a choice, shall train hard and do well for the cross nats! but.. im so gonna lose my speed once i go back for cross trng! i dun want!! ahh!! oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! though its one day earlier? madd. i need SERIOUS medical ATTENTION. wahaha!

2004-07-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

lalala. haha. oh yeah, had 4x400m yest. didnt perform up to expectation. got 4th. nvm la, all over. but our 4x100m team got 3rd! way to go man! and there's like 2 sec 1s in it! so now, taking a rest before i start trng for the cross season again. so gonna do long dist again.

had to do some speech today during lesson. wat, which object best represents my life. haha, did a fair job i guess. stayed back after sch to take lit test. bloody hell, so gone. i only managed to do half of it? shit man.

2004-07-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

tmr is the final day for nats. will be doing 4x400m only. wow, so fast, nats coming to an end, certainly hope to end it with a hapy note. im so dead, havent been to sch for too long, dunno what the hell teachers are all teaching, shit it. got back many of the tests. haha, screwed.

geog- 20/25
chi- 80.5/100
sci- 14/40
maths- 15/30

bloody hell, sci only 3 out of the whole class passed i think. great huh? went to watch i robot with zh today after sch, had nth better to do, headed home after that. alright man, tmr shall be my very last 400m for this nat, i wanna break the 56sec barrier. but.. where's my MOTIVATOR??

2004-07-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

had 400m finals today. screw up shit. 4th, did a 56.03, still unable to break the 56sec barrier, stupid. worst thing is, i lost to the 3rd by 0.12sec!! ahh!! almost can get double medal for this year! so wasted, fed up! the last part of the race i still dipped till i fell down lor, skin at my kneecap was tore off, kinda pain, heck it.

followed mr goh back to sch after that. went canteen to eat before going to the gym to sleep. slept for like 1 and a half hour. went back to class to attend the last period--lit. was just slacking there and catching up with classmates. tink im so dead lor, all the maths stuffs i dunno how to do, and so many TESTS i havent take!!

went to town with jonas after sch to look for dawn and rena. went back in the evening liddat. i dun wanna go sch tmr!! sure die!! ahhhhh!! aiya, off to bed! whee!

2004-07-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging for long. had nats and was really busy with the runs. 400m hurdles has been completed and now am left with only 400m and 4x400.

great day!

whee! haha, i love today! had 400m hurdles. got to race with barry lai and that is perhaps the last time im ever running with him. he's going to quit track after this nats, oh well, it has been a pleasure racing with u! i got 2nd! yay! 1st and 3rd all sports sch guy. did a 62.59, my pb. i thank god for giving me the strength and seeing me through this. oh yeah.

after the run, took the medal and cab home with zw. had to attend some pri sch thing together with her. its the 10th aniversary of the pri sch and was invited back. the little kids perform and after that was just dinner. there were many things to eat but didnt eat much.

went down to town to meet up with dawn, corn and jy. haha yay, back together. '323013'
23rd july, 10.46pm. must rem k! muacks!

2004-07-19T21:57:00.000+08:00

leg aching like hell, super tired now.

had 400mH today. screwed up shit. due to many various reasons. i ate too much before the race lor. felt weird during the run and after the race, threw up all the shit in me. and my last 2 hurdles was so PROBLEM. almost fell for both of the 2 hurdles. dunno wat happen today. maybe cos i started a bit too fast.

was the third qualifier. BARRY was infront of me and another sports sch guy. tink that guy sec 1 only lor. finals will be on friday, hopefully things will improve. went to eat at macs after that.

after eating, the rest of the gang slowly left, den in the end left me and =) at macs. yay! haha, did some geog notes. ziwei wanted to borrow maths book from me, so lend her lor. after that, send =) home. the ride back was super long, but i enjoyed every moment of it.

u better drink water and run well tmr! i will be down to support u! all the way! whee!

2004-07-18T10:07:00.000+08:00

am in malaysia now! at grandparent's hse. hope we're going back soon.

yesterday
went for sevice with zh and edwin. halfway through, left and met up with jason, corn, jy, stella, rena and dawn. why dahleng not there?? checked the movies our at cine but not much shows left, went over to ps. watched brotherhood.

they're damn strict can, wanted to check all our ic's! and of course, only jason and corn are up to age. basket, but we still managed to get in, neh neh! thay guy is such a loser k.

when jason and corn was trying to negotiate with that guy, i and zh slowly move behind that guy, and when he's not looking, we got into the theatre first. but that bastard dun let the rest of the gang come in. nvm, corn went in first. he went to open the back door and the rest of the gang enter by there. so in the end, we stil managed to watch it.

the movie is really nice k, but too bad i had to leave half an hour before it ends, cos had to come in to malaysia. so i still dunno the ending! i wanna know! someone come online pls! den i can ask alrd!

2004-07-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

went choa chi kang stadium today. the c' boys 4x100m team and b'boys both qualified for the semis! way to go! didnt run today la. got to talk to corn today, nice guy la. and oh well, corn, must stay strong k!

headed to east coast after that. tink is dawn's mum birthday or dawn's birthday la, she treated us dinner. hmm, rena, stella, jy, corn, dahleng, jonas, zh and sam went! the dinner was all spicy food can! but very nice la! i like the sotong, haha. yay! dawn's mother is a very nice lady! im not dao anymore rite! not mean rite! ure the one who is mean! hmph!

cab home with zh after that. reach home at 10.30 . yawn. tired alrd, wanna go slp! nite!

2004-07-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

nats officially starts today!

had 4x400m today. event was the last heat of the day, so u can imagine how late it was. hansen was down today, due to groin injury too! so, victor had to take over. overall, did 3min 51 sec. we definitely could have gone faster. kenrick didnt do well, and i beleive shawn and i can cut down a bit more. nvm la, good run everyone! rest well! so ya, qualified for the finals as the 5th qualifier.

i myself did a low 56, was feeling great during the run. haha, but.. im aching all over now! leg pain, wasit pain, back pain! wahhaa! if hansen doesnt get better, will have to do 4x100m tmr, but i dun tink i will wanna run lor. need rest. ahha. but dun care, the same recess chao, skip lessons again! whee!

oh ya! my no. tag is 203! rocks rite! many runners have improve a lot. im there like WOW.after the race, cool down and went to eat with dawn, rena, jy, stella and sam. went back home after that.

sorry didnt see u all home la! super tired. ya, sorry!

2004-07-14T18:38:00.000+08:00

today was just slacklicious. groin seems pretty alright durin trng, but koh still say i might not be running for tmr 4x400m, wanna rest me. wat say tmr den let me know whether i runnin, i DUN CARE! i wanna run! so fast, tmr nats starting alrd. wow.

am suppose to leave at 11.30am tmr, but dun care la, recess chao alrd. go home rest or just go gym slp. den i can pon english test! whee! tmr still got chi test! but cannot skip! its the second period! wasted!

saw some rather encouraging things, but.. dunno la. seriously hope i can run tmr! tink thats all!

whee! zhen invades!

2004-07-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

HAHA. yayy! zhen invades! you gave me permission to blog OKAY. -points at msg! haha whee. lalala. im bored. DAHLENG! why you take so long one! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE AWAY FOR ONLY TEN MIN. hmph. haha fwah. neh nehs im bored. ENTERTAIN ME. and you're not back yet LA. fwah! -throws cushion at imaginary ty! haha no la. i not so evil pls! whee! dahleng rocks! haha I HAVE FAITH IN YOU. pao kuai kuai okay! haha and exams also! DONT THINK OF MEHH TOO MUCH! haha i feel so bloody bhb. alliteration! HAHA. whee! i promise to STAY LONGER NEXT TIME. haha! so you wont have only your BOOKS. haha! whee. IM COUNTING OKAY. you're taking super chao long LA. FINALLY! YOUR BACK. haha yay! haha TAKKARE! muah muah muah! dahleng rocks!

2004-07-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

terrible terrible day.

wat the hell k, sci test today sucks. screw that paper. screw the fcuking time that was given to us. so short k! damn it, i swear i will fail this paper badly. and there's still maths test tmr. shit it can.

my freaking groin is still not ok! wat the fcuk. im damn pissed with it, cant run well at all. in fact, i cant even run! dunno wats gonna become of me during the nats. all that i ask for is to be able to run all my races to the best i can, after that, the groin can tear, break whatever la! dun care! I WANNA RUN FOR THE NATS!

spent most of my time icing the groin durin trng. my hair is long, gonna cut it soon before i get myself into trouble. im so SCREWED la! and btw, i hate ppl who address me using "OEI". just simply hate it.

2004-07-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

wow. havent been blogging. so i guess will just type sumtin now.
alright, nats is next week, and u noe wat, im down with injury.

my injuries kinda got worst. groin that part hurts big time, guess did too much hurdling. and dunno wat the hell, waist hurts when i run. shit it can. no choice, can only spray that thingy on my leg when i run, to get rid of the pain. and because of these dumb injuries, i slack throughout yest trng. need to do serious icing now, i have to be in tip top condition for the nats.

alright, when for service today. the usher is so god damn chio k. haha. after service, ate a bit and went to meet up with jonas to go over for darren's birthday party. happy birthday darren! had great fun over at his hse! many ppl ard, the gang very funny k! wei qing was there jokin like hell, and zh got pranked by us k. made a fool out of him with cards. just simply tricked him and the best part is, he still dunno he's being fooled! haha, heard a lot of ghost stories from wei ren too.

left darren's hse at 10 plus, headed home. the rest of the gang still wanted to go somewhere else, dunno them la. going to study tmr, next week is also the COMMON TEST week! have to do well! whee!! dahleng' cannot come to support me for the nats! boo hoo hoo! haha, wanna slp alrd, nite!

2004-07-06T20:52:00.001+08:00

in my whole 14 years,
i've been through many ups and downs,
i've made many different decisions,
there are times i did the right thing,
but i supposed i made a mistake this time round.
a mistake too big,
i've fallen too deep?
a mistake right from the start?
and as i go on,
i realise that the person who i've been searching for,
is just right beside me.
oh wells, that move i made in the past,
ruined everything.
i was so blind,
so stupid,
but i guess its too late to make changes now.
wat was done,
has alrd taken effect.
i can only blame myself
for not cherishing,
wat i had.

2004-07-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

youth day!

only study for 4 periods today. brought only a shoe bag to sch! cos first three periods are all for me to slack. only had sci for the 4th period. had the performance, teachers sang and danced today! the concert was pretty nice.

went to town after that! saw eva and shar(shld be) at cine! watched spiderman2! and i tink they watched the same movie as us! watched the movie together with jonas, zhi hao, zhen, gnia and another friend of zhen's. didnt sit together with the gals, cos they bought the tix earlier. zhen was nice! gave us popcorn! and its like, almost full?! zhen rocks! ahhaa. sm2 is nice.

after tat walk ard a bit den head home. long weekend ahead! and best thing of all, no HWK! yay!

/| letting go..

2004-06-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

sch reopens!

today didnt study at ALL. first three periods had some kind of course, and slack throughout the day after that. no hwk today, but i still havent complete my hols hwk. die la.

trng in sch today. and the track is so bloody WEAK k! so damn rough, and worst still, the lines of the lanes were all missing. PATHETIC. screw that contractor, always didnt do a gd job. uselsss ass. did some hurdles today and then had some kind of relay thingy. 7 in a group, we had two groups, so kinda challenge each other. we had to do 40m x 25. i swear its freaking tired cos we were all going at a rather fast pace. and my group lost! shit la, im sad! haha. not bad, trng was fun and tiring. exhausted now.

went back to yishun and met up with jonas for dinner. just ate a bit. told him some stuffs, and he agreed with me that more time is needed. so ya, 3 more weeks, and i'll come down with a decision.

2004-06-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday!

went sentosa yest! had fun, yepp. went there with dawn, rena, chailert, zhen, jason, ian, jonas ws and jy. we played vball! haha, i finally learnt how to play. but still pretty lousy. ahaha. me, jason and zhen played against rena, jonas and ian. we won! haha, quite tyco actually. also went kayaking. stayed ard for really long. after the sentosa thingy, all of them went town, but i and ws wanted to go home. feeling tired.

today!

woke up early in the morning and headed to school. was supposed to meet jonas first, but he's sick. so went to sch alone. sch having food and funfair today, but its a total failure. nobody knows anitiin much abt it and so little ppl ard. bet the school will make a loss instead. but at least got to see many ppl, those who have graduated. slack ard there and played some bball. left at 3 plus. came back home, bath, and fall straight onto the bed. nth much today.

//has the time come for me to lay down my hands and admit defeat? has the time come for me to bid farewell? someone tell me wat to do?

2004-06-25T01:31:00.000+08:00

oh man, its 1 plus now and im still not planning to slp. wanna catch the england match! tmr still going sentosa, hope i can survive. haha.

woke up really early in the morning. went to cousin's hse. he's getting married. there's the tea ceremony in the morn, so just went there to show my face. the bride is pretty nice, lucky cousin. good for him!

went to have lunch with jonas before heading for some church stuffs. went back home at 5 plus. bath, changed and left the hse for the wedding dinner held at raffles hotel. that place is damn big.

the dinner was great, so many dishes and every dish is a rocks. heard that the dinner alone cost my cuz's family like 40 plus thousand? madd la. yeah, the dinner was sweet, they showed a clip on how my cuz and the wife got together and stuffs, it ended with the two of them kissing, so nice. bet they will be damn loving, wish them eternal bliss!

you don't love me
I know it well
someday I'll accept it
but for right now
can i just live in my dream?

sigh, i still need u.

2004-06-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

im super bored.

nobody's at home now, dunno where the hell they went, but good too. my ears can finally have a break. oh man, my mum is mad. she changed maid again. and i just got to know it like at 7 plus?

had trng in the afternoon. was damn cold. cos it rained earlier in the morning. and the sun refuse to come out after that? we did hurdles! total rocks! did 300m with hurdles. altogether have 7 hurdles. yepp, not too bad. and kenji broke a hurdle! dunno how the freaking hell he did it. moreover, its a power hurdle!

after trng went to eat kfc. kenji so nice, gave me and jy $5 worth of kfc voucher each. yepp, went back to join ws and jonas they all for bball. got to feel the ball again, been ages since i last played. not too bad, didnt lose touch.

2004-06-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

in the morning, went to sch with jonas to collect his ic. his pic on the ic not bad, quite nice, haha. jy had lessons in sch too, met up with him before we headed to town.

dawn, stella, rena, chailert, zhen, sam, ian and ws all in town. we got so many ppl k! its like 11 ppl altogether? we watched senance. that show sucks to the core. no starting, no ending. dun even know wat is going on. we made a hell out of a noise man! ahaha, our this group pretty funny la.

he sat so closely to her k. im seeing green. jy and stella did a lot of "things" during the show man, but UNFORTUNATELY, the many acts of theirs were all being witnessed by most of us. haha! ya la, the two of them actually very loving, good for them.

went to far east after that, ian wanted to cut his hair. waited really long over at far east to get his hair done. he proved to be quite a nice guy. his hair was much better after the hair cut. oh yeah, ws and sam messed ard alot in long johns, haha, damn funny. rather embarrassing too.

// is there still hope?

2004-06-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

slept till pretty late today. felt really lethargic, and wat the hell k, woke up with my back aching.
went for trng in the afternoon. did hurdles today, but was feeling really lousy, dun seem to get the steps right, and muscles aren't working well, probably because of sat and sunday.

went for bbq at costa sands after that. got to talk to stepp, been quite some time since we last chatted. liz was there too. but she had to leave pretty early cos of her mum? didnt eat much there, was feeling erms. rather troubled? my life doesnt seem to be going the right way. sigh.

tmr accompanying jonas to sch first before heading to town for a movie with the gals and some other buddies.
lets see how things go..

// do i still need u?

i guess so.

2004-06-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

just reach home. arrghh, really tired. was at acsi just now, had 4x400m. was erm, not too good? st pats top the heat. we lost to acsi 'c' div boys. nearly got them k. we could have got them if shawn lee ran. damn him la, complain wat muscle pain. no choice. hua qun has to run. he's sec 1 only.

did the second leg. if only hua qun was faster. acsi first leg was at least 2 sec faster than hua qun? shit la, i nearly got that bary lai k! we were third in our heats. that st pats freak team was damn bloody fast. all of them did at least a 56sec? some even faster. ya la, they b boys wat.

did ard 56sec plus today. mr khoo timed us. so isnt really that accurate. tmr still have trng. alright man, time to get ready for the nats den. its gonna be really exciting.
// its always nice to hear ur voice again.

2004-06-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

am back from acsi. wings was held there. its like so shit? over at the track was so cramped up. u can always see ppl walkin along lane 8 cos there isnt much space ard.

did 400m today on lane 8,and its under 17 k. so its like, ran with those b' div guys. they're fast. i did like a 57 plus. rather bad. met lots of friends there, looks like everyone is doing fine and getting ready to burn the tracks during the nationals.

thought of going to town after the race but nah. was feeling tired and need rest for the 4x400 tmr. i havent started touching my hols hwk yet, think its just abt time for me to get started.

2004-06-16T18:59:00.000+08:00

all the things u said,
all the things u did,
they dun mean a thing.
the hand i once held,
slowly fades away from sight.
gone forever.
its over, it has ended, just liddat.

im single once again, haha, its just my life. nah, forget abt it, life still goes on.

alright, have so many things to blog!went to costa sands yest. it was jy class chalet. stayed till 10 plus, and decided to go home and take a bath before coming back again. so, took cab back to the chalet with ws once we were done, and the midnight charge nearly killed us k.
had great fun at the chalet, oh wells, of course, jason was there. we went to fisherman village at abt 2 plus 3 in the morning? there's some sort of playground near there, real big. haha, me, jonas, jason, jy and ws played there! haha, played evrything u can ever dream of. yeah, after that, went back to the chalet, they went absolute crazy k! they just jumped into the pool liddat. and its ard 5.30am? haha, refreshing? and.. there is this alarm which went off! a security guard came along and got them out of the pool! luckily, he's a kind soul, just told them off.
decided to head back after this, walked to pasir ris interchange and took 88. jason alighted after some time. jonas got back home and so did jy. ws went off for some kind of workshop. managed to catch like 1 hour of sleep on the bus trip. i went for trng k. so guai right, didnt pon.
reached bishan stadium at abt 7.45. caught some sleep. got woke up by rueben at 8.45. we had double session trng today k. so had trng too later in the aftrenoon. morning was damn slack, did the starting blocks. haha, i slack throughout. just taught ye lun how to use the blocks and i didnt even do anitin after that k. was just resting and toking cock with friends.
after trng, went to have lunch before heading back to school to bath. after that, had some kind of technical session. coach just like tell us how to perform better and stuffs.
off to choa chu kang stadium after that. trng was slack too. did hurdles, ROCKS. nice. yeah, went to orchard to get some stuffs and home sweet home. completely exhausted. caught only 2 hours of sleep in total, ahaha. gonna sleep well tonight.

i guess have been typing way too much. alright, shall stop. cya!